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Sunday, December 20, 2009, 3:49 PM

slooooow loooooove

[Verse 1]
I read all of the magazines
While waiting around
You said you couldn't wait to see me
But you got stuck in town
So turn off the phone
Now we're finally alone
It's the moments at the end of the day
Feel you touch and it's the sweetest
Your kisses are my weakness
I never want them to go away

[Chorus]
I wanna feel you in my heart
As I look into your eyes
No need to get busy so let's take our time
And make slow love, slow love
And every minute that we have
It goes too fast
Wanna show you how to rock it so this feeling lasts
And make slow love, slow love
Slow love, slow love, slow love all night

[Verse 2]
Just a few little things
That you've gotta know
A girl will give you all of her heart
When it's happening slow
I need a little laughter
And love will follow after
Let's take this chance to steal away
Your kisses are delicious
And no one is gonna miss us
Tonight I really want you to stay

[Chorus]
I wanna feel you in my heart
As I look into your eyes
No need to get busy so let's take our time
And make slow love, slow love
And every minute that we have
It goes too fast
Wanna show you how to rock it so this feeling lasts
And make slow love, slow love
Slow love, slow love, slow love all night

[Verse 3]
So I'm calling out
Do you hear my cries
Don't have to say good-bye
You the breath on my skin
Cherish the taste
It's far too good to go to waste
Feel my desire
Make sweet love all through
All through the night
Make love through the night

[Chorus 2x]
I wanna feel you in my heart
As I look into your eyes
No need to get busy so let's take our time
And make slow love, slow love
And every minute that we have
It goes too fast
Wanna show you how to rock it so this feeling lasts
And make slow love, slow love
Slow love, slow love, slow love all night

I am loving this.

, 12:16 PM

Crazy, but it feels alright

I am feeling cranky. Daddykins woke me up at ten, I was planning to sleep in until way later today leeeeh. Kay it's okay, I have many many days left to catch up on sleep. Unlike some people, :D I need to start doing work. Dammit. My body's aching from not doing anything. I shall go vacuum the house later. Mama is sick, something wrong with her bladder or something liddat, kinda freaking me out :S Mama Shima is also sick, must remember to ask Wani waddup with her Mama later. I read Ik's blog, I like that thingy, shall post it here. Wait eh.

I'll text everyone I've been neglecting soon, once the end of the month comes. Once the billing thing restarts. I hate the fact that my plan sucks ttm %&#*^(@*)%*#@ My heart still feels effing heavy. I don't know what the hell my heart wants. Oh, I am tempted to write something here about what I've wanted for my birthday the past five years, but I shall not. I've demanded too much already. Pakcik won't lemme cut my hair come end of next year. Pakcik can't wait for 2010, and I can't either. Eleven more days. Eleven more days till I can write my new year's post, so sexciting worzxzx! ^^ This post is random and nonsensical. Mummy just came back, I wonder what's wrong with her. Oh, fyi, Aisa's no longer under Mama's care. Something happened and let's just say it involves Baba's ego and Aisa's Ibu's ego. Oh well, I miss my Siti Rabiatul Adawiyah aka Aisa, don't ask me why she's called Aisa, something to do with the fact that her name's too heavy or something and so the first few months, she couldn't shit properly. I saw the back of her head four days back and I swear, if I see her ever again, I'll either cry like a big (fat) baby or I'll just grab her and run far far far away. Kay maybe this has been bugging me, cause her birthday's tomorrow. This is driving me crazy. Bye.

Saturday, December 19, 2009, 4:57 PM

Wonderwoman (as if)

I have consumesd all my chocolate the girls gave me, I am craving for more.

In response to my post yesterday,

Wani says popcorn said:
u are a wonderwoman.
ive secretly thought uve forgotten bout me...
but i know its not true..
but aniways...its your happiness now that really keep me going
and therefore i thank isk
:D

I don't thank Isk, he's being sucha stubborn-headed male. I don't know how I tahan him. (Haha 'tahan' ah, not 'stand' eh pakcik, you can't use that line on me! *sticks tongue out*)

I'm meeting Sally on Christmas cause she's going to gimme my birthday pressie, and then I'm going to send her home, right to her doorstep and then I'll give her a goodbye kiss + hug and make sure her parents think she's les, (y) :B

At this rate, the whole world's going to think I'm really turning les, what more with the kissing photos up on fb. I swear I'm not les. Just a bit bisexual, no? ;D

Friday, December 18, 2009, 10:52 PM

Big fat smile

Kay, I'm so happy Boyfie got 3 points for his Ns after minusing of whatever it is that he can minus, I'm so happy for him, he can get into any course :D
Yay, plus the fact that today was yet another nice day :D
Thankyou thankyou thankyou!
I still have a big fat smile on my face, a reaaaallly big fat smile.

Just had this convo with Wani and have a sudden urge to put this up, to remind myself of her importance in my life. Cause there are times when we both tend to forget each other. And it's important for the both of us to remember that we're always here for each other, no matter what happens. Cause sometimes, when nothing seems to be going the way we want it to be, we just need to know that someone/something remains constant. And Bestie, that's the love I have for you. Kay getting too mushy, I love you Hazwani Hamzah! :D

Wani says popcorn says:
baby
do u contact farid?

afiqa says:
no
said happy bday on fb only
kenape?

Wani says popcorn says:
oohk nothing
tot u all talk

afiqa says:
tak lah
i would start screaming at him if i talked to him
he broke my bestie-in-the-whole-wide-world's heart

Wani says popcorn says:
thanks
if pekik, not thru comp k..
hahaha he wont hear

afiqa says:
WANI

Wani says popcorn says:
u know baybeh
i had wild dreams of u and him together
and wats more i read the book bt bestie and bf

afiqa says:
i will never be w him
i have iskandar

Wani says popcorn says:
i know u have iskandar
if previously i cud tell myself that i dont mind if u are together wiht my ex..

afiqa says:
WEI

Wani says popcorn says:
this time i can add another fact...ill die..not cz seeing him and u but losing u

afiqa says:
a girl can be together w one of her girlfriends' ex-s but NOT her BESTFRIEND's ex
THATS JUST WRONG

Wani says popcorn says:
ahuh!
true baybeh
and fiq
i love u

afiqa says:
i love you too

The photos from my birthday are making me smile too! Shall upload one, :D

Kay I shall introduce my Iskandar to the world, naaaah :]

Saw (inserts name here) junnow, jeling lagi ah jeling, I don't give a damn really :D

I am still a very happy girl. My ass and my legs hurt from the day, but I'm still very happy. Cannot wait for Aziwazee to upload videos :D

Girlfriend, if you read this, can you please text me and tell me you're fine, I'm getting kinda worried. :S

Thursday, December 17, 2009, 9:22 PM

One step at a time

Third post of the day, aiya can't help it. Me likey the number three! :D
Anyways, the purpose of this post is to tell you that I have a new niece noooow! FINALLY another girl in the literally big family. I'm getting tired of little babyboys, hah. Can't wait to see her! Mama's off to visit Kak Yanti, I want to see the little girl born one day after me soooon! Too eggciting! ^^

It's only been a month but it feels much much much longer than that.
17 hours left! :D
I hope Girlfriend's having a great time, I miss her already.

Huda just said that her hobby was to belajar, on air. HAHA.

, 3:55 PM

Trying too hard,

I've been wanting to post about something a lil bit more serious, so here goes.

There's this one line that I read in a few wishes I received yesterday and it's kinda bugging me a lil bit. Cause honestly, I really really hope for a better year in 2010, cause 2009 hasn't been as nice as I'd like it to be. Kay this is going to start sounding like a new year's post, but heck, I need to let this out. 2009 hasn't been a good year. (Shit this is really going to sound like a new year's post, I need to divert this quick.) Kay let's try it this way, the Afiqa then will not like the Afiqa now. Yes, that's the way to put it simply. I am different, not totally, but I don't know where my principles have gone. I'm not sure what they are to start with but, let's just say that right now, I'm shuffling between two worlds a lil bit too often for my liking. I'm not sure what's different about me, but I just know it. I'm not saying that I'm not fine with having to adapt. I mean, isn't that what the brain and the body are accustomed to do? To adapt to situations and one's surroundings? I really don't know what I'm driving at. I've been trying to figure out what's been bugging me. Prolly my conscience. Or my need to sound more profound than I have been in my recent posts. Or my urge to make myself seem intelligent and wise, since I'm seventeen and all *Rolls eyes* Random but, I havn't cried over the fact that I'm putting a strong front just for show for so long now. I wonder if I'm just getting stronger or simply that I'm now void of emotions. I used to think that breaking down once in a while was too psychologically exhausting. But right now, all I need is to break down. Cause that's when I'm certain I'm not empty. I sound drunk, kay I shall stop bullshitting.

I believe that making wishes while blowing your candles is bull, so I didn't make any both times yesterday. Now I wished I did.

I should stop thinking too much.

, 3:19 PM

Afiqa is a pig

Friendster looks too cool. But changes were made too late cause Friendster's practically dead.

I want my kissing photos, pretty please with a cherry on top? :D

I'm craving for dried cranberries and oat milk and chips ahoy/more butterscotch cookies.

I am sucha fat ass pig who wants to eat everything and anything edible, knn.

Someone should kill me, only then will there be enough food for those starving.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 11:42 PM

Sixteen december

OKAY MY BIRTHDAY IS GOOD. No sabo-ing, no tepung. Just seven pretty minahs giving me hugs (AND KISSES!!!). The girls are purposely making me fatter by treating me to dinner and then giving me a box of candy. Thankyou for the humongous card Aziwazee and thankyou for the bear too. And Dicky composed a song for me again, pity his songs aren't sing-able types. Kay I don't know what else to say other than THANKYOUVERYMUCH TO EVERYONE FOR ALL THE WELL WISHES AND LOVE. Kay now I want photos. OH and I got a Barney cake, (BARNEY not bunny Syahsyah). I am tremendously happy. Now I'm waiting for Isk to finish work. While doing that, I want to upload something someone gave me, teehee.

Kay Isk is done with work. Bye, :D

, 2:19 PM

AFIQA IS SEVENTEEEEN

HELLU WORLD, I AM (SEXY) SEVENTEEN.
Teehee, :D
Bestie came over, brought me a sort of breakfast and gave me a custom made necklace that is too delicate and pretty, I can't imagine its condition after a week :S And that retard gave me a pair of earrings and a self-made scheduler, it's as retarded as she is but oh well, everytime I'm going to use it, I'm going to smile big big. Going to meet Azyan and Di ONLY (APPARENTLY). I bet the rest are going to turn up, it's like an expected surprise. I dislike expected surprises more than surprises. Cause with surprises, you never know you're gonna get one. But with expected surprises, you know something's going to happen, I can't stand the anticipation of not knowing what will happen and when it's going to happen. Dammit. I'm tired of saying thankyou already, dah more than enough wishes this year. I am a happy girl already. :D

Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 8:13 PM

Wanna love you in slow motion

[Verse 1:]
I Know That You've Been Calling Me,
And I'm happy that we met.
Don't think that I'm not interested.
I'm just playing hard to get

[Bridge:]
So much about this crazy game they call love
That I'm trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man

[Hook:]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I?

[Verse 2:]
You seem to know just what you want
And I like your confidence
Some things a girl should never rush
Cause If you do you hurt yourself

[Bridge:]
So much about this crazy game they call love
I'm still trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man

[Hook:]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I

[Breakdown:]
I'm too young for tears in the night
And it's too soon for this to be right
Don't wanna mess with your pride
The questions not when but why

[Hook:]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
I Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't... I

I like her earrings, Girlfriend prolly likes her hair a lot. This song's awesome (y) Karina Pasian's awesome.

Before I turn seventeen tomorrow, I would like to tell everyone that I don't want to turn seventeen.

I'm going to cut my hair short and cut bangs like Karina after prom next year.

Kay I'm happy just thinking about it. I can't wait to get rid of my hair that's been tickling my neck since forever. I havn't had hair this long before and it's really getting on my nerves. But for the sake of having long (beautiful) naturally straight hair for prom, I'm going to stand it for another eleven months or so.

I'm turning seventeen tomorrow, I can't believe it.